FUCK!!

i hate blue balls

I quit

Im tired of being defined by my “addictions”. There for I cutting back and or quitting everything. I don’t need substances to have fun. I don’t need alcohol and nicotine to deal with rage and depression. I hate smoking weed. I don’t want to feel like shit every morning when I wake up. I want to be able to breath and not cough every morning till I light my first cigarette. Fuck all of this.

Mar 04. 1 Notes.

dangling gets serious

Feb 21. 2 Notes.

Today is taking forever…. and i just remembered this existed.

If it wasn’t for cigarettes many of people would be dead including myself.
Im not good at anything i want to be good at i can only be half asses.
Whiskey and beer give me temporary happiness which is better then this.
I no longer actually believe anything people say, because in the end its bull shit.
Music can change my mood instantaneously, even when i really dont want to.

I have poor self control issues.
i have made girls cheat on there boyfriend and feel no remorse
im a heartless person
i hate when people tell me what to do, and what i can and can not do

i change people, not on purpose it just happens

idk why im dong this

i like the way whiskey and marbrol reds burn my throat

i hate my mind

i dont care who you are im not going to change for you
when i first meet people i like them or i hate them and i make it perfectly clear which one it is
i wish someone would take more pictures of my crotch to put on this

i really want someone to take a swing at me so i can hit someone

my birthday is my least favorite day of the year, no one gives a shit

people think of me as disposable

i like listening to people talk

i know when your blatantly lying to me tell the truth or just shut the fuck up
i refuse to smoke weed because you all are so god damn annoying about it that you piss me off to no end and i want to rip you god damn throat out shut the fuck up

my body is in pain 99 percent of the time
im waiting for the day when i freak the fuck out on people and i have no friends left

im even getting bord of this so i am done

Feb 13. 0 Notes.